Wednesday, June 30, 2010

no star was out of reach

day 02 - your least favorite song


what a broad category. there are so many reasons to dislike a song. i honestly can't say that there is one song out there that i can point to as the bane of my musical existence.


but, if i must...


i actually liked celine dion when she first came out. beauty and the beast. when i fall in love. if you ask me to (which i still enjoy, or at least i think i would if i heard it again). she seemed like a more matapang amy grant.


it's SO easy to point to her cover songs. how terribly did she screw up "you shook me all night long"? and what business did she have singing it in leather pants in public? the nerve on some people. once, i was sitting at the doctor's office when celine's version of john lennon's "beautiful boy" came on. i could have cried. actually, i could have laid down on the floor, wailed and kicked the air until i was escorted out. it drove me absolutely crazy.


celine's arsenal can really kill this category dead. but i guess i'll post a song that, while not nearly as offensive as her reinterpretation of AC/DC, was not meant to be a novelty. "because you loved me" came out while i was in high school, and became a staple for high school graduations for a few years after. it exemplifies generic songwriting. not only can you give this song to your boyfriend, you can also give it to your mom, your teacher, your priest. god. it's hallmark to the infinite power.


i really can't stand this song. i'll have you know that even as i preview this song for uploading, i gotta keep the volume down. god forbid my neighbors think this trash is coming out of my apartment. and i want to delete it as quickly as possible from my mediafire, my macbook, and my life. see what i do for you?

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

all she asks is strength to hold me

and so it begins, my thirty days of music. theoretically, because i'm not looking ahead or planning song posts in response to the prompts, this will be relatively spontaneous and hopefully honest. though i gotta say, this first post seems like the money shot. ugh. this really does seem a little personal for a first date. but here goes.

day 01 - your favorite song

i've had a few favorite songs in my life, maybe 5 or 6. this one has held strong for 2 years. and the older i get, the better it sounds, and the better it fits.

"ceremony" was one of the last songs ian curtis wrote with joy division before he committed suicide on May 18, 1980. though there are some demos floating around with ian on vocals, my favorite incarnation of the song is by new order, which of course is joy division minus ian curtis, with bernard sumner on vocals. it was new order's first release.

how do i love it? let me count the ways...
there is about a full minute of instrumental before the vocals come in. i love that. you gotta be some kind of confident to pull that off. and when the vocals do come in, the lyrics are vague and cryptic. now, i'm a little bit of a lyrics geek. and it doesn't bother me at all that the song is not instantly accessible. i actually think it's entirely consistent with the song's flavor. it's anxious. restless. at times, tense. incidentally all three of which pretty much define how i feel at this point in my life.

this song makes me feel infinite.






lofty aspirations

saw this on a blog the other day and wondered whether i could actually complete it, or whether it would simply devolve into the same pitiful heap of unrealized potential as my 365 days photo project, which lasted a whopping 5 days. can i actually blog every day for a month? dunno. i guess we'll see.

here's the plan, assuming anyone is paying attention at this point. i guess i could talk to myself if no one is listening. i'm not above that. so here's the plan resuri:

day 01 – your favorite song
day 02 – your least favorite song
day 03 – a song that makes you happy
day 04 – a song that makes you sad
day 05 – a song that reminds you of someone
day 06 – a song that reminds of you of somewhere
day 07 – a song that reminds you of a certain event
day 08 – a song that you know all the words to
day 09 – a song that you can dance to
day 10 – a song that makes you fall asleep
day 11 – a song from your favorite band
day 12 – a song from a band you hate
day 13 – a song that is a guilty pleasure
day 14 – a song that no one would expect you to love
day 15 – a song that describes you
day 16 – a song that you used to love but now hate
day 17 – a song that you hear often on the radio
day 18 – a song that you wish you heard on the radio
day 19 – a song from your favorite album
day 20 – a song that you listen to when you’re angry
day 21 – a song that you listen to when you’re happy
day 22 – a song that you listen to when you’re sad
day 23 – a song that you want to play at your wedding
day 24 – a song that you want to play at your funeral
day 25 – a song that makes you laugh
day 26 – a song that you can play on an instrument
day 27 – a song that you wish you could play
day 28 – a song that makes you feel guilty
day 29 – a song from your childhood
day 30 – your favorite song at this time last year


for the sake of keeping things organized, i'll start the list in a separate post.

won't you help to sing

Rebel Music: The Bob Marley Story from Cory Zechmann on Vimeo.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

can you hear it? it's all around us







date taken: may 8, 2010
photos by: me
subject: St. Thomas Aquinas Mock Trial Seniors, top to bottom:
Lucas Shimizu, Monica Civille, Dara Namazi, Jacques Diambra Odi



On May 4, 2010, I had the great privilege of traveling with the St. Thomas Aquinas Mock Trial team, which represented Guam at the National Mock Trial Competition in Philly. Now I'm sure you're all wondering...did I have a cheesesteak while I was there? The answer is YESANDITWASGOOOOOD. Now that the important stuff is out of the way, let's talk about the peripheral stuff, like the competition.

It's tough to be objective about your team as a coach. You've seen them at their best, you've wagged your finger at them at their worst. You've talked shit about them behind their backs, and sometimes to their face. I'm at least half-joking here. We went through the competition not having a clue about where we were in the standings. Just, couldn't figure it out. Usually, the further you get into the four rounds of competition, you can gauge where you are in the standings based on who you're playing, who they played, etc. Then you get to the announcement of the final two teams, and when your team isn't announced, well, you know you didn't place in the top two. (I know, you are all astounded by my ability to state the obvious and let me just say, it comes with years of practice.) So, then you get to the banquet dinner where they announce the top ten, and the best attorneys and witnesses of the competition. This year, we didn't get any awards, and we didn't place in the top ten. Practice was grueling. The rounds were rough, and traditionally they are harder for Guam than most of the other teams (except CNMI and South Korea) because a bitch of a jetlag hits you at 3 in the afternoon, in the middle of your second round of the day. And of course, we knew when someone performed subpar, it seems to swallow the brilliant things that happen. It's tough being quick and terse with the students to hopefully correct an error before the next round, while appearing enthusiastic and comforting. I suck at it. Really, this is why I don't gamble.

Why am I rambling about the standings and how bad I thought our team sucked? Well, because, as it turns out, we didn't suck at all.

On our last day, we had breakfast at 7 a.m., then hurried back to the hotel to finish packing for our morning flight. I swung by the ballroom where they were handing out the team packets and scoresheets, and the front of the manila envelope summarized its contents. I was perplexed. In fact, I had to sit down and sort it out for myself before I went back upstairs, which I only mention because I could have spent these extra 4-5 minutes doing a sweep of my room and maybe I wouldn't have lost my ipod shuffle. I loved that thing. I won it at one of those bar games at horse n' cow. Dammit.

Where was I? Oh right.

Guam placed 12th in the nation, higher than all the teams we played, two ballots away from placing top 8, and one game from playing in the finals. Yeah. We were that close. Just to put it into perspective, Guam has only placed higher twice before: 10th in 1995, and 2nd in 1998. This fledgling team, twelve years removed from the mock trial boom of the mid-90s, has placed higher than any team Guam has fielded in this century. This is particularly astounding because St. Thomas has only been in existence for 2 years, we had 4 of the 6 seniors of the school on the team, and a total of 9 kids out of the 40+ kids total at St. Thomas. It's a testament to the quality of the school, the amount of work these particular students put in, and the HUGE support system shaped by administration, coaches, and parents. Ultimately though, none of us were in the ring. These amazing students were. I can say with certainty that nothing, not the tiny 7 team local competition, not the monthlong preparation we worked for the national case, could have created this team. The island created it. We don't have mock trial summer camp. We don't have the luxury of driving across state lines for scrimmages with other state champions. We don't have drama coaches developing characters for our witnesses.

The idiosyncracies of living on Guam, our challenges, our worldview. That's what we have. Guam is competitive dammit. I wish more of our students knew this. I wish the rest of the island recognized this.

I have trouble articulating how much this team means to me.
Thankfully, there is some heartfelt music out there that I think sums it all up.

let's stay in bed baby

yawwwn**stretch***

...oh, hello there. i know, it's probably too soon for me to be taking a vacation from blogging, given that VE has only been in existence for a couple months. but. in the words of my people, tough shit. i was busy.

where'd i go?
everywhere <3